My father passed away when I was young, and since then, my mother has been responsible for me and my little sister. I am writing to you with all sincerity. The amount I requested in the fundraising campaign may seem larger than what I have stated in this article, including requirements, marriage, etc., but I was being honest with myself... Yes, I wrote the amount this big because I don't just need to pay my dues, I also need an amount that will help me earn a living, make my mother happy, support my future wife, take care of me and my family, and provide a source of income for a decent life. My mother is sick and takes a pill every night for her mental health. I go on a trip to bring some small money, leaving my mother alone. I need someone to take care of her, remind her of her medication, and provide for her. I have siblings from my father's other wife, all of whom live far away from me, and some of whom live nearby. He is just one brother, but he does not help me financially or morally. Throughout these very few years, I only had my sister living with me in the same house, and I always strived to be a father, a brother, and a support to her. My father left us a small sum of money, and I used it to help my sister get married. I didn't know then that this money was considered an inheritance that should be divided between me and my siblings. I used it with good intentions, and today I regret it. I want to give back to each of my siblings and clear my conscience. I also love a girl and want to marry her, but my circumstances prevent me from doing so. I want to marry her quickly because I love her and I want to get married for many reasons. I'm afraid that she will slip away from my hands, that someone else will take her, and that I won't live with her the life I've always dreamed of. Time passes, and life doesn't wait. When I was young, I made mistakes, including stealing things from people. I regret all of that, and I want to repay as much of it as I can to those who owe it to them. I will repay the debts of those I know, and I will spend the money of those I don't know on things that will benefit the poor or others. I also have to make expiation for oaths I used to say, "By God, I will do such-and-such," and then not do them. I will feed the poor as expiation for these oaths. Help me, even if it's just a little, even with a prayer. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart.